It's bustling here in Panama City, where I hunt and gather for something to give. The cultural differences are glaring at me, trying to be filled with love in this very loaded up time of giving. LOVE IS THE ULTIMATE GIFT:) I truly believe this.
I have never seen so many people in such a frenzy in all my life, wow, that is a phenomenon which I can't explain, and sort of intrigueing in a weird way. It's a bit animalistic , this need to give, to buy the love we so desire, is that it? Seems all so $$$ driven and completely out of wack. And yet I do want to give and love and be part of something greater, something celebratory, meaningful and ritualistic, just not sure it's the ritual I seek.
Well in any case, I came, I bought, I deliver, mom has a job to do... (not sure why Santa gets all the credit)
I'm heading back to the my little pueblo of Pedasi tomorrow, feels like a real sanctuary... so peaceful, and mas tranquillo.
I did meet a really nice circle of friends that I celebrated the solstice with, it's a breath of fresh air to find like minded souls that want to connect and focus on the tangible beauty that surrounds. Thank the powers that BE:)
love to you all, sorry for the rambling, it's late and I can't sleep in this big city or make any sense.
Merry Merry:))
